I'm staring down at the floor, afraid to look up and see Catherine. Are we really going to watch the whole of this video - I mean, all of us? Frankly, I am really scared of Rolf's reaction - knowing how jealous he usually is. However, I can feel I'm damn proud somewhere deep inside, even though I look desperate on the outside. Deep in my mind I want all these guys to want me, want them to drool over the stuff they are seeing, want them to get horny. It is turning me on like crazy. Damn, it happened at least. Now I no longer have to hide. 'The vid got into search engine top 10 in as short as one week! Can you believe it? I got myself a full subscription for the site offering it right away!'